Hola! Buenos tardes!

Hmmmmm .. 2 more weeks and its the start of school AGAIN.
Tell me about it! I haven't enjoyed enough( i think)! I've been stuck at home for the past month and now,
I HAVE GOT A FIELD OF MUSHROOMS!!!
Totally rotten away at home, but well, its real nice to rot once in a while.
my body clock have also gone hay wire. Now i have been sleeping at 6 and waking up at 2. I guess ive been trying really hard to hid away from the sun, BUT, im still darker than my lil brother. How unfair.

Feel so lethargic. In less than 15 minutes my tutor would be coming.

Although, i may have been rotting at home, there are some good stuff that i have reaped through the holidays((:
1. my new lappy
2. a new friend
3. endless hours of gaming, mangaing, animeing..
4. some knowlegde in the spanish((:

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The going to school routine has finally kicked in full time and time rushes by in a blur. mid semester is nearing and there are projects, assignments and tutorials to complete. Wonderful isn't it! Anyways Rachel should now be at Taiwan spending her holidays while ill be here in SCHOOL. How nice.
Aslina's getting married and she lets me and Faezah be her bride's maid((: Sweet. She's now enjoying the very little time she have before she get married hahahs it'll be fun.
Ive 3 tests this week and now im still left with 2. My tutor has exams which is worst, BUT, he'll have his holidays earlier than me. I miss school holidays.. seriously. The weather is horrible to me, colds and heats. Now ive finally caught a flu.
brrrrr.. im gonna try study now((:
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Its been three days since school starts. Ive got my timetables all set for Semester 2. Hahahas.. this time, the schedules are more regular and classes starts mostly at 9am while the latest ends at 7. Ive got entrepreneur stuff for CDS.
Ive had OC2 lab today and my first CSAS2 lesson. CSAS2 is all about public speaking and Orals, so we had a head start with impromtue speeches. i was 3rd down the list and when i went out to present i was so nervous my face turned pink. Its not about the mistakes i made that im embarressed but the blushing. Even the thinking of it make me feel embarresed.Even faezah was surprised when she saw my face. Hahas why snt the skin on my face thicker?? I so wish to have a mask to hide behind.
The back to school thing has been putting stress on me and i dont have enough sleep. Hahas totally missing holidays and all already. I hope i can survive this Sem((:
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School will reopen th following week hahas and so far i have not prepared any uniforms for skl. So far ive got one from Zara. But thats real pathetic hahas but whats most crucial now is toget myself a bag. I dont want to carry that renoma bag!!
One thing about holidays is that you have no i dea of the no of days that have passed by hahas. I couldnt believe that i have so little time left to play hahas. Ive got myself two books this holiday and ive managed to finish one so far hahas.
When i checked on my hamsters yesterday, i found that its size have been greatly reduced fro 20+ to 3. Its sad but i got what i wanted hahas so from now on ill be able to care for them hahas.
Some times you dont want to wake up from dreams, cause when you wake, you see reality.
its raining today and im caught inbetween .one side of my place is raining while the other is sunny. hahas such contradictions((:
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Im now having my september school holidays. hahahs this holiday us just so important.. life in poly is just so hactic and theres just not enough time for anything. The daily life would be like... rush to lecture then tutorial then rush again for lunch, chiong homework.. prepare for exam.. hahahs
I din expect poly life to be like that before, but too late, im in poly already..
i just check on my Semestral exam results and im so glad that i made it to Sem 2. Wagagagaa cause i din really do well during the semester's tutorials and quizess. Loads of my class mates expected me to fail and go for supp paper. hahas i was so looked down upon. But it was a nice surprise for me((:
Ok so here's some pictures of my class mates((:









Oh yar i went to a sale on expo the other day and i saw size E cup bra... woo thats damn big... See!! its as big as my palm... wooo im such a perv. wagagaga








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Booo!! skl's reopened and its the start of the new term.
We started off With CSAS for our first lesson. An we received my term test paper and my teacher told me off for making so much careless mistakes hahahs..
After that went to KFC for lunch. Shrooms lunch. One thing to comment!! the shrooms burger is so tiny!!! its like 4 mouth fulls. made a mess eating that today... hahhas i filled it with mash potato hahahs
Had lab and finally went for JCG to do some drawing...
hahhas the people there are seriously weird and it really takes lots of time to get used to them. But its nice that they remember names hahahs. One bunch of weirdos.. hahas
Going for gyoza making on saturday.
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Booo!! Had quite a day yesterday:)) First thing in the morning was to drop over at al le shan to do some Funeral stuff for my uncle. The who family turned up and i went to my dear cousins and had a great talk abt skl. After that, we headed to this restaurant at near Jurong Bird Park for lunch. It was a Jap and Indonesian restaurant. Ordered a whole lot of food. Had curry fish and those jap tofu... The food there was great:)) After that, we met up again in the evening to celebrate a belated happy mother's day plus Birthday for popo way at the a restaurant at the Mt Faber. It was a steam boat dinner with two different soup bases, herbal chicken and Tom yam. Its interesting that me and my parents have visited the place a whole lot of times and we we din even tried the tom yam. But compared to the sinky smell we knew tom yam has, it turned out ok when we tried it. Okok It was super spicy... it was really a challenge. We werent supposed to eat beef as said by my grand father, but he din know that the whole table of us were eyeing on the small pile of beef at the dish. SO when he left the table, we dumped the whole pile of beef in the soups and all of us stood up to prepare to fish up the beef when it was cooked and the dish that held the beef was hidden away from my grand pa.

Anyway after the steamboat, we brought up the cake and went celebrating. I took quite some pictures, yup i was tease for taking so many.. so ill load them up here:))
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Its bee three week into the course and so far things have been going on quite well. The people there are real nice. Thank goodness:)) Some of the lecturers are super funny while tutors are well, good. They have high expectations on us and for my OC subject the deputy director is in charge of us. Booo!!! we got a nice scolding from him on our first lesson for punctuality. Now im currently in to CCA hunting, its hard to find one here. Im so not going to go back into and anyway. Yup... Got a new clique here and its real nice.
Went to Upetgamart ytd for a visit and to buy food too.. Pommy's given birth and this time she have 4 puppies compared to the previous 2. Hahas so happy for her. Went i visited over there ah tai gave me a big hug:)) so Sweet right!!! hahas bathed for them too phew are they stink. Hahahas.
Today's lesson ended at 6pm. Late isnt it!! yar!! itll be way worst tml.. lessons will end at 7pm and after that i have piano.. could things be any better??
hahhas
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boooooo today's the first day of skl..

the end:))

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results this year:
English B4
Chinese C6
Emaths A2
Amaths B4
Combine science B3
Combine humanities B3

hahahs now you see why i hate chinese:)) plans to go to Ngee ann to take the chem engineering course. hahhs geeee i hope ill like that course:))
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Fang's the best after all. Woke up at like 1pm today and ive got 3 messages from her asking if im ok. Hahhas she's still as sweet as before.. then gave her a call and she called me a pig.
fang promised to pay me a lil visit at my work place tml hahhs and she went planning how to convince the manager that she's a customer wagagaga.So sweet
Sha's comming back in like 4 days time hahas cant wait to see her and fang's leaving in 3 days time. Wooots i feel like im under baby sitting hahahs:))
There's an agent over at my house now hahhs... got to pack my room:))))

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Its been so long, ive been working at the shop for like almost 2 months. Seriously i learned alot from the shop and its been like part of my life already. It may be tough but at least i learned to like it the way it is. The people are nice, they care and taught me loads of stuff that i wont get in skl. i plan to work there till the end of feb.
I just relieved myself off a huge burden today. Ive got back my freedom and my status.
Im sorry for what happen today but I wish all the best to you cause youre really very nice. I treassure our friendship, do cheer up babe:) Thanks

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Hie precious!
I still dunno what to blog about so.. a joke sounds like a nice idea..
wagagaga.

Ralph came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber.
He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St.Peter said, "You died in your sleep, Ralph."
Ralph was stunned. "I'm dead? No, I can't be! I've got too much to live for. Send me back!"
St. Peter said, "I'm sorry, but there's only one way you can go back, and that is as a chicken."
Ralph was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground.

A rooster strolled past "So, you're the new hen, huh? How's your first day here?"
"Not bad," replied Ralph the hen, "but I have this strange feeling inside. Like
I'm gonna explode!"
"You're ovulating," explained the rooster. "Don't tell me you've never laid an egg before?"
"Never," said Ralph.
"Well, just relax and let it happen," says the rooster. "It's no big deal."
Ralph did, and a few uncomfortable seconds later, out popped an egg!
Ralph was overcome with emotion as he experienced motherhood. He soon laid another egg -- his joy was overwhelming.

As he was about to lay his third egg, he felt a smack on the back of his head, and heard his wife shout....."Dammit, Ralph! Wake up. You're shitting in the bed!"

:))

Hie Precious

I have been working in the shop for 13 days in a row. And today I got my off day! see im so hardworking :))

i miss fang..

i dunno what to blog already :))
ill update soon

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Like fishes

they went along with the waves

to places so far and wide

the rock stays lies at the bottom

ummoving, in total darkness.

hie precious:}}

i dont know where to start, but one thing that i can say is that im super tied up.Anyway, i had a hair cut on my bd hahs. its super short but its nice, to me at least hhas

The company let me off three hours earlier that day. oh yar, there's a new stuff that day, called xiao yang. Wagagaga later that day, i went to expo and found myself a skirt hahas miss the feel of wearing a skirt. come to think of it, i havent worn one for like a month. Woots hahs. Bought my cake at bread talk and its total crap, but i love the chocolate though ahahs:))

Anyway ah tai peed on my leg hahs the whole incident was so funny though hahas.

pommy loves me hahahs she lets me touch her kids hahs, nice progress isnt it:}}

Momo's still playful as ever, he's my boy friend at my work place, here he is!! gagagagaa....

hahas in my job, i found out men and women shouldnt be equal at all. hahas thats what i seriously learned. hhahs i stick to my cleaning and ill leave those guys with those moving. hhahas 20kg bags are too much for me. hahs

ok this is ah tai, he waits at the door for us to bring him out to pee hahs

ok thats all for now, im seriously tired hahahs
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ill bring that dream to reality

Wooooots i just went viewing and stuff and i notice mine is the freaking stranges and most depressing one to read. wakakaks ok ill do nothing abt it:))
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I just want to be there for her, always.

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In those photos i see myself grinning with those ppl near me.
But i dont know who they are.
Who are they, why am i smilling with them?
Did i know them?
Where have i met them?
i dont know
i really dont know
who am i?

Looking at them, i cant help but think about my life.

Monotonous and so strange.

I dont know what i want

i just dont get it

i want attention but yet im afraid of it

i want ppl to understand me,

but i hate it when ppl understand me

What do i want?

I reall dont know